I've regressed to nipping it
right from the bottle
the glasses just slow me down
and show me how much I decided to pound
This bottle can't really measure my displeasure with life
despite an amazing wife and kids I'd die for
but I am so fucking bored, and I just want to quit
I'm tired of this life and the exhaustion of living it.
I ache to be better. I don't know where to start.
I've got so many problems stored deep in my heart.
I'm afraid if I cut open, my wounds so you see
I won't get any better and I'll continue to bleed.
So I just bottle it up and pour another drink.
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