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"Guys Talking Suicide"

by Everett Cox

Aug 4
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I've got a half dozen guys talking suicide. 
They all say the same thing:
When I say suicide 
I'm not talking suicide. 
But 
But will you bring me a gun 
with one bullet. 
I say 
if I bring you a gun 
I will bring 
two bullets. 
Because 
I've had enough of this shit. 
If you fucking go 
I'm going with you. 
That's what I'm here for. 
Vet peer support. 
Listen vets!
When we can't live for ourselves. 
Live for someone else. 
No doubt 
it can be complicated. 
But 
when you've reached for the gun and bullet 
live for someone else. 
Live for the one who loves you the most. 
Some vets tell me they love me

Everett Cox was born and raised on a farm in Warwick, NY. He worked as a laborer most of his life, including 25 years as a self-employed housepainter. He enlisted in the U.S. Army 1966, serving first with Third Infantry Division, Germany and finishing his enlistment with the 245th Surveillance Airplane Company, Marble Mountain Airbase, Viet Nam, 1969. He has a wonderful son.


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